当记者问我，有没有试过在深夜痛哭，我回答：“失恋的时候。”记者还问到，有没有一首歌让你会哭，我回答：“不再让你孤单”，当被问生命中生命是最重要的，我回答：“家人，他们是我最有力、最温暖的后盾。“

When the reporter asked me if I was in love late at night The reporter also asked if there was a song that made you cry. I replied, "no longer let you be alone". When asked that life is the most important thing in life, I replied, "my family, they are my most powerful and warm backing.". "

杂志封面上的我，一袭长发披肩，穿着黑色亮片短裙，依旧高贵冷艳，女王范十足，然而，在接受采访的时候，意外曝光了感情脆弱的一面。

On the cover of the magazine, I was dressed in a long hair shawl and a black sequined skirt. I was still noble, cool and gorgeous. However, in an interview, I accidentally exposed my vulnerable side.

2014年，我和李晨在合作《武媚娘传奇》时，就被传出恋情，但两人当时都没有承认，2015年，两人高调官宣恋情，轰动了整个娱乐圈。

In 2014, when Li Chen and I cooperated in the legend of Wu Meiniang, it was reported that they were in love, but both of them did not admit it at that time. In 2015, the high-profile official publicity of their love affair caused a sensation in the entertainment industry.

更是在2017年，我生日当天，李晨向我求婚成功，当时大家都以为，这段感情会走得长远。

In 2017, on my birthday, Li Chen proposed to me successfully. At that time, everyone thought that this relationship would go on for a long time.

可是2019年，我被爆出偷税丑闻，两人的恋情开始出现问题，刚开始李晨说，不管多难我们一起度过，可是，连我生日，李晨都没有送上祝福，被网友猜测感情出现裂痕。最终在2019年，发文宣布分手。

However, in 2019, I was exposed to a tax evasion scandal, and their relationship began to have problems. At the beginning, Li Chen said that no matter how difficult it was, we spent it together, but even Li Chen didn't send a blessing for my birthday, which was speculated by netizens that there was a rift in their relationship. Finally, in 2019, the article announced the breakup.

在两人分手以后，李晨的暖男人设崩掉，再跟我开启这段恋情之前，李晨和张馨予就有过一段恋情，在分手之后，张馨予被黑得体无完肤，但是李晨却不受影响，继续保持着一个良好的形象。

After the two broke up, Li Chen's warm man fell apart. Before we started this relationship with me, Li Chen and Zhang Xinyu had a relationship. After the break-up, Zhang Xinyu was black to pieces, but Li Chen was not affected and continued to maintain a good image.

直到张馨予嫁给军人何捷之后，才开始被观众所接受，现在也低调了很多，而且她和何捷的感情被很多人看好。

It was not until Zhang Xinyu married he Jie, a soldier, that she began to be accepted by the audience. Now, she has kept a low profile. Moreover, her relationship with He Jie is favored by many people.

相反，李晨因为在我的低谷时期，和我宣布分手之后，暖男人设崩塌，被网友们称为渣男，可谓是，有福同享容易，有难同当不易。也正是这次分手，让网友们看到了李晨的真面目。

On the contrary, Li Chen was called "scum man" by netizens because in my low period, after I announced the breakup, Li Chen was called "slag man" by netizens. It can be said that it is easy to share good fortune with others, but not easy to share difficulties. It is also this break-up, let netizens see the true face of Li Chen.

李晨也是伤了两个女孩的心，曾说永远要在一起，也不过是口舌之快，一份感情重要 的不是面子工程，而是背后默默的付出，我看似坚强的一个女强人，也会在感情破碎之后，深夜痛哭，可见其受到的伤害。

Li Chen also hurt the hearts of the two girls. She once said that she would always be together. What matters in a relationship is not the face project, but the silent payment behind her back. I seem to be a strong woman who will cry at night after her feelings are broken. It can be seen that she has been hurt.

希望年近40的我，也能够早日找到自己的另一半，有一个完美的归宿。

I hope that nearly 40 years of age, I can also find their other half as soon as possible, have a perfect home.